Some dreams are soo good and pleasant to sit the whole day and daydream about..Thousands of thoughts come up with wide variety of imaginative ideas..itz like playing a game of putting the best things which we love to do and living with it..the way we want..but do these dreams really become part of reality..????
For some people Yes! and for some No!..Some people are born lucky they get all the things the way they want without much struggle..well struggle is essential in achieving some thing but still even if they put some amount of effort in their struggle ; they do achieve what they want..But for some people if they put the exact amount of effort which the achievers do they still do not succeed..What lacks in these people which stops them for not achieving?? Luck?? Determination?? or just "It was not your day today" statement..
Sometimes even if they are on the verge of achieving their dream,certain circumstances come up which becomes a barrier between them and their dream..why does it happen?? Is God purposely not letting them achieve what they want or is it that the efforts are not enough?
In my case sometimes even if I put the required efforts still I don't acheive what I want..why why why do this happen? Why cant I get what I want? I know my life will never ever will go the way I wanted it to be..why will it not go? Destiny?? I hate my destiny..Whenever I fail in anything I believe that maybe God has purposely failed me for something better..but again is it my fault for not putting efforts or does God wants me to fail again for something more nice..
My life literally has no meaning..what is the use of studying late nights and giving exams when these things will not be in use in future..I wanted to be independent..make my own money..not because of any financial pressure but it was my dream to do that...My friends,sisters all are like that then why not me? What is the use of studying when that study will not come in use..why did I become educated when the knowledge Im gaining is just useless and waste of time..why cant I earn like how other girls do..why my destiny is so bad..is it really bad or Im just thinking it is bad..will I be happy in near future..?
For some people Yes! and for some No!..Some people are born lucky they get all the things the way they want without much struggle..well struggle is essential in achieving some thing but still even if they put some amount of effort in their struggle ; they do achieve what they want..But for some people if they put the exact amount of effort which the achievers do they still do not succeed..What lacks in these people which stops them for not achieving?? Luck?? Determination?? or just "It was not your day today" statement..
Sometimes even if they are on the verge of achieving their dream,certain circumstances come up which becomes a barrier between them and their dream..why does it happen?? Is God purposely not letting them achieve what they want or is it that the efforts are not enough?
In my case sometimes even if I put the required efforts still I don't acheive what I want..why why why do this happen? Why cant I get what I want? I know my life will never ever will go the way I wanted it to be..why will it not go? Destiny?? I hate my destiny..Whenever I fail in anything I believe that maybe God has purposely failed me for something better..but again is it my fault for not putting efforts or does God wants me to fail again for something more nice..
My life literally has no meaning..what is the use of studying late nights and giving exams when these things will not be in use in future..I wanted to be independent..make my own money..not because of any financial pressure but it was my dream to do that...My friends,sisters all are like that then why not me? What is the use of studying when that study will not come in use..why did I become educated when the knowledge Im gaining is just useless and waste of time..why cant I earn like how other girls do..why my destiny is so bad..is it really bad or Im just thinking it is bad..will I be happy in near future..?
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